It's been a longg ass time since I've been up on this thing.
Busy, busy. Friends, school. Fucking finals and shit..
Only 3 more days, though! Then it's regents week and shit.
But after alllll that, SUMMER TIME baby.
Get a job, work out, hit the beach.
Summer is going to be crazyyy.
And Senior year? Going to be even CRAZIER.
Peace
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
Ignorance
Why are people so damn blind these days? People will believe just about anything these days.
One of the biggest ignorance I've ever seen is when it comes to Love.
What is love anyway? Do you think you know?
'Cause I sure as hell don't know what love is.
Some say it's because I've never been in love. Maybe that's true.
I've never been in love. I can honestly say I fell out of all my relationships quite easily.
I'm not cold. It's just that my feelings never developed that far.
Why should I waste my time mourning over a relationship that's over?
Just move on, the past is the past. Have to focus on what's going on now.
But going back to topic. I see many, many couples.
And I definitely have a lot of friends who "think" they are in love.
I know they aren't. How can you say you love someone when you've only been dating for a day?
I fear love. I'm afraid to be loved, and I'm afraid to love.
I don't want my emotions to take over my physical being. This is who I am.
I'm not run by my emotions, but by me.
But maybe I just have friends who are too immature to see what really is love.
Or more like they're being ignorant.
As much as I have friends who "think" they are in love; I also have friends who have been in love. And maybe they do understand it, or maybe they don't.
I can honestly say I don't know it.
But I'm definitely not afraid to find out.
Peace.
One of the biggest ignorance I've ever seen is when it comes to Love.
What is love anyway? Do you think you know?
'Cause I sure as hell don't know what love is.
Some say it's because I've never been in love. Maybe that's true.
I've never been in love. I can honestly say I fell out of all my relationships quite easily.
I'm not cold. It's just that my feelings never developed that far.
Why should I waste my time mourning over a relationship that's over?
Just move on, the past is the past. Have to focus on what's going on now.
But going back to topic. I see many, many couples.
And I definitely have a lot of friends who "think" they are in love.
I know they aren't. How can you say you love someone when you've only been dating for a day?
I fear love. I'm afraid to be loved, and I'm afraid to love.
I don't want my emotions to take over my physical being. This is who I am.
I'm not run by my emotions, but by me.
But maybe I just have friends who are too immature to see what really is love.
Or more like they're being ignorant.
As much as I have friends who "think" they are in love; I also have friends who have been in love. And maybe they do understand it, or maybe they don't.
I can honestly say I don't know it.
But I'm definitely not afraid to find out.
Peace.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
What's the purpose of life?
This will probably be one of the worst blogs you've ever come across; but this is some place I can pour my thoughts into. My heart, and my soul.
Don't you wish you knew the answers to everything? There are many people who would like the answers to everything. The answers to life. The answers behind the existence of man. However, I don't wish that. If I knew everything, life would have no meaning no purpose, and most of all, there would be no excitement.
What's life if your not taking risks? If your life is risk-free, you're not living life.
But even if I don't know why I'm here.
I might as well take the advantage and do whatever I can.
Do whatever God created me for.
Of course I've done some things that I'm not proud of. Things that God wouldn't be proud of.
But I live with no regrets. I'm happy I did everything I have done up until now. Bad or good, I'm glad I was able to experience what I have experienced.
This just means I can pass this knowledge onto my kid in 20 years or so when he goes to high school.
I don't really know where I'm going with this. I'm terrible at just talking to myself.
I'll post more soon. peace.
Don't you wish you knew the answers to everything? There are many people who would like the answers to everything. The answers to life. The answers behind the existence of man. However, I don't wish that. If I knew everything, life would have no meaning no purpose, and most of all, there would be no excitement.
What's life if your not taking risks? If your life is risk-free, you're not living life.
But even if I don't know why I'm here.
I might as well take the advantage and do whatever I can.
Do whatever God created me for.
Of course I've done some things that I'm not proud of. Things that God wouldn't be proud of.
But I live with no regrets. I'm happy I did everything I have done up until now. Bad or good, I'm glad I was able to experience what I have experienced.
This just means I can pass this knowledge onto my kid in 20 years or so when he goes to high school.
I don't really know where I'm going with this. I'm terrible at just talking to myself.
I'll post more soon. peace.
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